Need for new direction

I need to find a new direction for myself online. the things i have pursued in the past just are not working for me. not enough focus or interest to keep me going on them. i cant design webpages and should never expect to, no desire too. i need to find something different for myself out there. something does doesn't depend on others creating it for me but something i can create on my one. now what that will be, i guess we will see.